Right now... in this very moment... I'm content. I feel together emotionally, spiritually and phsyically. The dark days are over and just a memory. Today I feel that my journey over the past year has made me stronger - strange concept that vulnerabilty should lead to strength (but it inevitably does).
I've got a lot of good shit coming to me at the moment - perhaps because I'm back to believing I'm worthy of it. In a week I'll be sunning myself in Thailand with Micko, my little bro and his wonderful wife. Before which, I'll be at the wedding of one of my favourite peeps... spending time with my best friend in the world (who is roughly 6 months pregnant), her little sis with her brand new little bubba Jack and some other equally rad people that you always (even in the depths of depression when you are convinced no-one could even contemplate liking you) feel comfortable with ('home' friends).
I've been treating myself with massages and facials, had a bowen session and I spent a delicious 3 hours in a day spa - complete with full body exfolliate and mud scrub with one of my newest (and very rad) girlfriends. Heaven!
Another treat was Friday's trip to see a pyschic... A strange experience... Which I will quickly share with you.
As I approached the door, I could see someone sitting with their back to me on a recliner, then a voice spoke out...
"Karly, welcome... Come in."
Bit bizarre... like something out of a movie really. What was to follow was very strange - and a little bit funny.
She was a little disorganised, looked not at all what I thought she'd look like, spoke of herself quite a bit, answered her mobile and chatted halfway through the reading... but she had lots of good things to say - so I wasn't about to say 'hey lady, you're on the clock'.
Apparently, I will live on the coast around here... on a big beautiful property. An older style house, which we will build a new extention on the back of (oblong in shape). It will have a waterhole or running water on it and the house will feature stained glass windows. We will settle there.
There is a change in the air, work wise (which I have also been told by my astrologist and another psychic - supposed to happen around April)... I will take 2 trips to the States - the first time I won't find who I am looking for, the second will be a much more successful trip and business will start booming. I'm also going to be big in London. This will all start happening in the next 3-6 month and will continue for the next 3 years.
I'll have a boy... very artistic. Followed within 2 years by a girl - straight laced, good swimmer and will meet and marry someone from money. No real hurry on the kids front - I won't go through menopause until I'm around 57. Haha!
We will make friends with people who work hard for a couple of months, then take off on holidays together - as a business expense. I'll also do lots of travel back and forth for work.
Basically... I'm going to have a very blessed life, be happy in my marriage, in my work (which she said I will work very, very hard at) and in general. Sounds good right?
I know, listening to what a psychic said is almost as interesting as hearing about how someones dream panned out last night. That is, until the things they've said start coming true - then you're like;
'Damn girl, give me her number!'
But, will it come true? That is the million dollar question. It would be nice...
I will say that she was spot on about some other things that have happened - she described this fuckwit (along with his bitch of a sidekick) down to a tee. So, it's certainly not out of the question.
One last note;
All you clairvoyants, psychics and mediums out there...
Born in the late 70s during the depths of a harsh Melbourne winter, in her mid 20s, Karls migrated to a much warmer climate - then back to the cooler climate and once again to a warmer climate. With all this to-ing and fro-ing, she's discovered that home is where the heart is... in her case, anywhere that serves ice cold beer.